Putting a toe in the water...

"I can't blog. I'll just read...my girlfriends'."
I don't have anything anyone would want to hear about...I can't... I won't... I am not that spiritual..." I don't know how to make the page look cool...
Oh my goodness. What a load of garbage. (Insert any word you like, you all know what I mean)
Fear. I am known for speaking my mind. Well, guess what? It's not all about me. Yes, I could get more into the word. (Yes Lord, I hear you loud and clear )

I am so totally blessed. How could I not see this??? Well as the song goes " I was blind, but now I see. (Oh by the way, there was a template to start this now "cool looking blog". AND my son is going to teach me to upload photos.

Yesterday, I finally, finally did something that I was instructed by God to do. It has been pricking my heart for 2 weeks now. I do it. I listened to someone else and found that I have no room to complain. Period. I thank God that even though some may consider me a fruit loop, people do love me no matter what. I had recent surgery, was not aware just how fruit loopy I am on my pain meds.

When you do as the Lord God instructs what happens? Guess who gets ticked off? Oh yeah, the devil. Big time, apparently. I guess he got me between his sights on that weapon of fear and BLAM. There goes Kathleen. A call had come in not 5 minutes from when I got home after finally doing as I was told. My son told me the Doc's office called with my test results. What test results?. Well, apparently I have some sort of super infection. More medication , then a follow up, then another biopsy... Apparently, I am very sick. (Don't get me wrong, I believe in medicine, I am a nurse)

So here we go. Oh God, how could you let this happen. I did what you asked, I was so blessed by what my friend told me. Well, wah wah wah.

If the devil is hitting me that hard, that quickly, I must be doing something RIGHT. What is going to happen? Well, I am walking the path I should be on. I am going to hang in and not believe the lies that fear was telling me.

God has been doing a lot in my life lately.

I called up my friends. I asked to be put on prayer chains. I thanked the Lord for his goodness. and the--- the fear. I pulled that seed right out of my heart and stomped it.And I am going to keep stomping it.

Thank you Kris and Ash. You are such a shining example of the Lord to me.

I also have the most wonderful, perfect (for me) husband, Tobey. Oh, this lesson came a little late but I have also been learning how wise Tobey is. I stay under the mantle of his protection and guess what? He is right. I am not Miss strong independent woman. I am his WIFE. He is quiet, but when he does speak and I LISTEN I have noticed he has a lot of wisdom. Guess where he got that? Oh yeah Baby, The Lord God.

My world is now upside down. Or should I say right side up?
For someone who thought she had nothing to say, I guess I filled this page.