Today, I heard about everybody's junk. I think my "blog" today is actually my comment to a friend's blog!!! I am so tired dealing with the repercussions from surgery & just life ( folks think all I have time for is to listen to THEM. Okay, I heard everything said but it hasn't changed my life! My husband worked OT today. Talked with my mom x3 and dad x2. He hung up the first time. His short term memory is leaving quite quickly. I am sad for that (and the constant merry go round of the past junk from the long term memory.)
I have plenty of things to be grateful for.
1) My son got a great job today and a raise.
2) I spent time at Omni & am going to be so cute for Easter.
3) My friends there are gold.
4) I just got off the phone from mom (x3). I am still alive, can now crawl into bed. My sweet man is asleep.
5) My son is 21 and a man. Yet he told me where he is going and when he will be back. So, no worries there.
6) This Easter we are going to Mom's. Sarah and my 2 grandchildren will be meeting us there. I have the most awesome, gorgeous grandchildren. They live in Indiana and seeing them will just really make Tobey and I so happy!
7) Tobey will be coming with his ex wife,Maxine, ex mother in law and I to the Sunrise service at the Marina. Maxine and I will be the 2 in our jammies. (God won't mind a bit).
8) My son in law's Dad is coming home from the hospital with no surgery having been required.
I could go on & on but the warm bed is waving...
Good Night, Dear Reader.
May your Wednesday be richly blessed.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Putting a toe in the water...
"I can't blog. I'll just read...my girlfriends'."
I don't have anything anyone would want to hear about...I can't... I won't... I am not that spiritual..." I don't know how to make the page look cool...
Oh my goodness. What a load of garbage. (Insert any word you like, you all know what I mean)
Fear. I am known for speaking my mind. Well, guess what? It's not all about me. Yes, I could get more into the word. (Yes Lord, I hear you loud and clear )
I am so totally blessed. How could I not see this??? Well as the song goes " I was blind, but now I see. (Oh by the way, there was a template to start this now "cool looking blog". AND my son is going to teach me to upload photos.
Yesterday, I finally, finally did something that I was instructed by God to do. It has been pricking my heart for 2 weeks now. I do it. I listened to someone else and found that I have no room to complain. Period. I thank God that even though some may consider me a fruit loop, people do love me no matter what. I had recent surgery, was not aware just how fruit loopy I am on my pain meds.
When you do as the Lord God instructs what happens? Guess who gets ticked off? Oh yeah, the devil. Big time, apparently. I guess he got me between his sights on that weapon of fear and BLAM. There goes Kathleen. A call had come in not 5 minutes from when I got home after finally doing as I was told. My son told me the Doc's office called with my test results. What test results?. Well, apparently I have some sort of super infection. More medication , then a follow up, then another biopsy... Apparently, I am very sick. (Don't get me wrong, I believe in medicine, I am a nurse)
So here we go. Oh God, how could you let this happen. I did what you asked, I was so blessed by what my friend told me. Well, wah wah wah.
If the devil is hitting me that hard, that quickly, I must be doing something RIGHT. What is going to happen? Well, I am walking the path I should be on. I am going to hang in and not believe the lies that fear was telling me.
God has been doing a lot in my life lately.
I called up my friends. I asked to be put on prayer chains. I thanked the Lord for his goodness. and the--- the fear. I pulled that seed right out of my heart and stomped it.And I am going to keep stomping it.
Thank you Kris and Ash. You are such a shining example of the Lord to me.
I also have the most wonderful, perfect (for me) husband, Tobey. Oh, this lesson came a little late but I have also been learning how wise Tobey is. I stay under the mantle of his protection and guess what? He is right. I am not Miss strong independent woman. I am his WIFE. He is quiet, but when he does speak and I LISTEN I have noticed he has a lot of wisdom. Guess where he got that? Oh yeah Baby, The Lord God.
My world is now upside down. Or should I say right side up?
For someone who thought she had nothing to say, I guess I filled this page.
I don't have anything anyone would want to hear about...I can't... I won't... I am not that spiritual..." I don't know how to make the page look cool...
Oh my goodness. What a load of garbage. (Insert any word you like, you all know what I mean)
Fear. I am known for speaking my mind. Well, guess what? It's not all about me. Yes, I could get more into the word. (Yes Lord, I hear you loud and clear )
I am so totally blessed. How could I not see this??? Well as the song goes " I was blind, but now I see. (Oh by the way, there was a template to start this now "cool looking blog". AND my son is going to teach me to upload photos.
Yesterday, I finally, finally did something that I was instructed by God to do. It has been pricking my heart for 2 weeks now. I do it. I listened to someone else and found that I have no room to complain. Period. I thank God that even though some may consider me a fruit loop, people do love me no matter what. I had recent surgery, was not aware just how fruit loopy I am on my pain meds.
When you do as the Lord God instructs what happens? Guess who gets ticked off? Oh yeah, the devil. Big time, apparently. I guess he got me between his sights on that weapon of fear and BLAM. There goes Kathleen. A call had come in not 5 minutes from when I got home after finally doing as I was told. My son told me the Doc's office called with my test results. What test results?. Well, apparently I have some sort of super infection. More medication , then a follow up, then another biopsy... Apparently, I am very sick. (Don't get me wrong, I believe in medicine, I am a nurse)
So here we go. Oh God, how could you let this happen. I did what you asked, I was so blessed by what my friend told me. Well, wah wah wah.
If the devil is hitting me that hard, that quickly, I must be doing something RIGHT. What is going to happen? Well, I am walking the path I should be on. I am going to hang in and not believe the lies that fear was telling me.
God has been doing a lot in my life lately.
I called up my friends. I asked to be put on prayer chains. I thanked the Lord for his goodness. and the--- the fear. I pulled that seed right out of my heart and stomped it.And I am going to keep stomping it.
Thank you Kris and Ash. You are such a shining example of the Lord to me.
I also have the most wonderful, perfect (for me) husband, Tobey. Oh, this lesson came a little late but I have also been learning how wise Tobey is. I stay under the mantle of his protection and guess what? He is right. I am not Miss strong independent woman. I am his WIFE. He is quiet, but when he does speak and I LISTEN I have noticed he has a lot of wisdom. Guess where he got that? Oh yeah Baby, The Lord God.
My world is now upside down. Or should I say right side up?
For someone who thought she had nothing to say, I guess I filled this page.
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